How could my Husband of 20 years leave me and our two beautiful girls?
He says he doesn't love me anymore? Describe LOVE in a complete sentence.
Is there another woman or does he think he's going to find someone better than me?
How can he THINK that nothing is going to change re: his relationship with our Daughters?
Actually ~ WHAT is he Thinking?!!??
Why not try Marriage counseling?
Is he Happy Now?!!??
It's been almost 2 months since he left and I've gone through so many emotions ~
shock, disbelief, anger, sadness, lots of questions and tons of depression. I'm going to survive and I know that God has HUGE plans for me.
When a door closes ~ God opens a Window.
I'm still devastated by his decision and scared about what the future holds ~ but I'm determined to survive this nightmare (for the sake of my two girls). Some days are easier than others ~ it's always a good day when I make it out of bed. :) I've found if I can just stay really busy ~ focus on the present ~ don't dwell on the past or even think for one second about my future ~ then I can survive the day without a meltdown. Unfortunately ~ I've cried too many tears for the "could of should of would of" and I just need to let go and to trust in God and......
Breathe ~ just Breathe
Can I be mad for you? I feel anger rise up inside reading that....for you ~ and every other woman who's beautiful hearts have been crushed in this way. You are so right sweet girl ~ God does have huge plans for you.
ReplyDeleteHe WILL step in and fill in all those black and empty places until someone much more deserving come into view.Thinking of you always!!! YOur pal, Terri