Just Breathe ~

I started this Blog to help myself and anyone else that has suffered the pain and agony of a Spouse that's said Goodbye. It's been so difficult to blog about this personal tragedy. I don't even know where to start.......

How could my Husband of 20 years leave me and our two beautiful girls?

He says he doesn't love me anymore? Describe LOVE in a complete sentence.

Is there another woman or does he think he's going to find someone better than me?

How can he THINK that nothing is going to change re: his relationship with our Daughters?

Actually ~ WHAT is he Thinking?!!??

Why not try Marriage counseling?

Is he Happy Now?!!??

It's been almost 2 months since he left and I've gone through so many emotions ~
shock, disbelief, anger, sadness, lots of questions and tons of depression. I'm going to survive and I know that God has HUGE plans for me.

When a door closes ~ God opens a Window.

I'm still devastated by his decision and scared about what the future holds ~ but I'm determined to survive this nightmare (for the sake of my two girls). Some days are easier than others ~ it's always a good day when I make it out of bed. :) I've found if I can just stay really busy ~ focus on the present ~ don't dwell on the past or even think for one second about my future ~ then I can survive the day without a meltdown. Unfortunately ~ I've cried too many tears for the "could of should of would of" and I just need to let go and to trust in God and......

Breathe ~ just Breathe

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YES ~ It's Goodbye Time!!

It's your life ~ you say you need a change....

Don't all the dreams we've seen come true mean anything??

And you say it's different now ~ you keep staring at the door...

How can you walk away?? Don't I matter anymore??

If being free is worth what you'll leave behind and if it's too late for love to change your mind..

Then ~ it's Goodbye Time.

If we had known our love would come to this.

We could have saved our hearts the hurt of wasted Years.

Well, it's been fun ~ what else can I say?

If the feelings gone ~ words won't stop you anyway.

If being free is worth what you'll leave behind.

And if it's too late for love to change your mind ~ then it's Goodbye Time.